Sooooo. while I sit here with Kelly squared, I think I'll update. Last night...yesterday, the LONGEST day of my life. Yeah, yeah, we did see Hanson. But what did it take to see them??????? 12 hours of driving, and lots of dissapointment. We should've gone to the meet and greet, but they decided to start it early. I don't even think there was a ( Read more... )

Good Lord, I'm 11 again. I swear on all things beautiful (inluding Taylor) that these two days have been the greatest, most eventful days of my life. Ahhhh, let me start from the beginning ( Read more... )

I swear I'll never get tired of this song...even if it is 4 in the morning. Gotta go to school from 10-2 today. After that, my mom said something about computer shopping. All I can say is it's about time!!!! Then I have a job interview for Best Buy at 4:30. That seems like it's gonna be fun. I need a job that doesn't require me making food of any ( Read more... )

Mormons showed up at the door today. I actually listened for a few minutes. Really nice guys...nice backpacks. They kept asking me if I believed in God, like they could see the sin branded on my forehead or something. Ivan and I finally got to talk for more than a few minutes today. He told me so many things and I could tell by his tone that he had ( Read more... )

Justine got our tickets for the Hanson concert today. We're really happy that we got picked for the meet and greet, so we get the pleasure of meeting them. It's gonna be fun. We're excited. Hmmmmmmm, we have a lot of things to do on Thursday. Tomorrow, I gotta go with her to get some things for school. She hates to shop, so it should be quick. I ( Read more... )

My grandma just called to tell me that our cousin is really sick. The doctors say he may not make it through the night. He's dying of stomach cancer. I'm not sure of how to feel. I mean, besides the obvious emotions. I didn't really know him very well, but I still feel bad. I am pretty close to his kids. But, I don't know what to say to them or to ( Read more... )

Geeeesh. I don't think I've ever been this ridiculously busy in one week. Had to go to L.A. today which would've been okay if it hadn't been for the jerk that I met with. He pretty much told me that I was an amatuer and said all the people I've dealt with are scam artists. Then he tried to get my mom to pay some $600 for pictures!!!!!!!! OH HELL NO ( Read more... )

Eventful two weeks, I must say.....But I'm so excited to be going to see Hanson on the 4th of Sept. And it might be dumb to a lot of people, but no one really gets it...I've been a fan since, like MMMBop, which was some 6 years ago. Geez. Me and Hanson go wayyyyyyyy back. LOL. Vanessa's been bugging me with this love thing that she keps bringing up ( Read more... )

I never felt like I would need another human being to survive....I never thought that I would fall in love with so much depth and desire for one person. I never thought that I could feel like this. But I do ( Read more... )

While I was out today, I started to think, and I realized that so many things that were once real...so real that I could touch them, are not that anymore. Just things that dance around me while I sit here trying to discover myself. I feel exhausted from trying to find out who I am. I know that when the time comes, life will rear its ugly head at me ( Read more... )