I feel like writing in my LJ really helps me focus my thoughts sometimes, and or really just kind of helps me to realize that I've got some issues that I need to talk to people about, and or just get off my chest in general ( Read more... )

It's absolutely ridiculous how right my horoscope is today:

You may be feeling like you want more freedom from a certain situation, Chrissy. Perhaps it is your own emotions that you wish to distance yourself from, or there is a person in your life that you are feeling smothered by. On one hand, you long for company and intimacy in order to fill an ( Read more... )

I HATE MONEY!! I have a ridiculously large credit card bill to pay right now and have no means of paying it really. I am receiving a check for $1075 to reimburse me for school expenses, but really that's not going to cover both of my credit card bills, and my speeding ticket that I have to pay off. FUUUUUUUUCK!! Also, my job sucks. I get $8.50/hr ( Read more... )

Since I sat down and wrote how I was feeling. There have been many days that I would have loved to sit down and express my feelings/emotions, but lately I feel like I've been running around like a chicken with my head cut off, and when I'm not feeling that way, I am attempting to relax and enjoy spare time with friends ( Read more... )

My summer has come to an end. I depart for Vermont tomorrow around noon with Lars and should be up in Burlington sometime on Sunday ( Read more... )

I know I haven't updated in a while, but things have been kind of crazy. I actually am going to make this a brief entry but hopefully if I have time later before work I can sit down and write a little something more. I just wanted to express how EXCITED I am because I booked Lars' flight back to NC today, which means that he will be ridiing up to ( Read more... )

I don't think I realized until today, how much I don't like routine.

also, sissy comes TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Will SOMEONE please make this decision for me?!?! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!

Things have started to finally feel (somewhat) normal. I work pretty steadily, things with Lars are wonderful, I have a pretty stable group of people that I hang out with, and I've been paying my bills regularly. I feel like I can breathe, kind of. I've been thinking about VT a lot lately. I miss everyone so much, especially lately. It's been so ( Read more... )

I don't really want to write this because I know that I'm just going to get the same advice from everyone who reads it, that I'm getting from my brother and parents. "Just break up with him". But I have to vent and do it without crying. I cried myself to sleep last night and this morning when I looked in the mirror I couldn't believe how puffy my ( Read more... )