again...its been a while

[babyray86]

last night i slept through my mothers birthday dinner. i totally didnt mean to but i got trashed the night before and didnt get any good sleep until about ten am and ended up sleeping till 9 or so. then went back to sleep till one and have been up since. i came home....but im never greeted with any sort of enthusiasm. my father wanted to know why i

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[babyray86]

we will. very soon i prmise. ive been longing for the familiarity of old friends. the feeling absolutely no need to please or impress or even converse if i dont want to. we can watch scrubs or something. its sounding better by the minute , perhaps sometime this week? give me a call you know im never fa just dunno your work schedule.

[babyray86]

friday or sat is best for me. or ven thursdat afternoon. just give me a call. i wanna hang out. and i told nat o wee i would bring her that stuff. its been too lang jame is. hope all is well on your end.

[lbailes]

That is AWFUL for your parents to say such things about your weight. I hate it when I hear parents doing that to their kids who have normal weight. Tell 'em to eat a dick.

[babyray86]

i agree. they are the reason im so damn nuerotic and fucked up in the head. i cant lie i would like to lose a few pounds but when my brother and my parents are on my ass abou it it makes me want to get fat just to piss them off. havent talked to you in a while. how ya doin girl?

[dmoney102583]

Hello my beautiful bride to be. Sorry you have to deal with all that parental bullshit. Just know in your mind that you are doing good things right now and that you are happy. Dont let their bitterness bring you down. I really dont know what their objective is when they do this but i hate that you have to hear it. They are just bitter people i hate to say. And they just want to bring you down with them. They obviously dont have high self esteems. Just know baby that i think you are absolutely gorgeous. In the past, i have never been so attracted to someone this far into a relationship. Not even close. Baby you are my world and nothing will ever change that. You are everything i think about 24/7. You constantly walk the hallways of my mind. I love you so much rachel. Things will get better i promise.

[babyray86]

thanks baby that means a lot. i dont think they are bitter, just everyone in my family is so critiacal all the time even when they have no right to be. i love you silly pants!

[babyray86]

oh and i love love LOVE the picture, put it on my mysapce please?

[dmoney102583]

This picture says everything. No words needed!!!!!!!!