so I thought that I'd just take a little break from homework for a while. Not that the 30 minute shower didn't do it for me or anything. I just really wanted to post. So I think that life is getting a little better. Not everyone is so tense and angry all the time, even though it's not all gone. I mean, it won't be til this fucking applications ( Read more... )

I wish everbody could just love each other, and be loved, and let others love you. just give in, let everybody say whatever needs to be said. because I believe that all you need is love.

I feel like I'm in a neverending cycle of life, but not a good life cycle, a stressful one. All I can think about is getting through my math test tomorrow morning and then after that I'm thinking about getting through this quarter, and then my college applications, then the semester, then actually getting accepted, then through the year...it's ( Read more... )

ok so I got back from vacation yesterday, which i guess was a good time well spent. I finished my first book, Persuasion, which is an amazing book. I love jane austen, and the way love always works out. Why can't real life be like that. where you have many intellectual conversations with a man, and then you realize that you're in love and then ( Read more... )

ok so i usually never run out of energy. people who know me know that i never sleep. but after spending 24 hours in a van or running i am exhausted. portland to coast was the most amazing experience that I have ever participated in. I'm tired, very sore, and a little guilty about the passing events during the race, but I am totally doing it next ( Read more... )

Tomorrow, actually today, two of my friends leave. One of my closest friends is leaving. I'm going to miss her so much. Tonight we all hung out at Julia's house, me, maxwell, kristy, morgan, and matt went there and we watched the breakfast club (an amazing movie). We just all had fun, laughed, we didn't really talk about the up coming event of ( Read more... )

I got a random phone call tonight at around 2 and well it was a good phone call, and it totally made my night. I haven't talked to this person in like 3 or 4 weeks, which before was a long time for us. It was weird having the phone call but at the same time very nice. I really missed our conversations that could lead anywhere. And although this ( Read more... )

it's weird how life just kind of works. I mean some things are just meant to be. Even though you don't always want to see things as they are, it really is just how it is. I mean, you want one thing, but totally don't get it, and when you realize that you'll never have that one thing, you are at first surprised, but not a surprise like how did ( Read more... )

It's the day after my oral surgery and you know what it sucks. I'm not out of it anymore so I can feel everything. I hate it because the incision was right on my pallet by my front teeth and it is uncomfortable to eat. At least I didn't have to get four teeth pulled because then I would definitly not be having fun ( Read more... )

so today my sister finished her three week dance camp at Whitman. We came up here yesterday and today we got to see a little recital of all the dancers, you know to see what they have been working on for so long. It was a cute recital and I could tell that everybody had such an amazing time over the last couple of weeks. I'm happy that becca ( Read more... )