lj still exists?

there's no reason this can't go into a personal journal, i guess. as if someone's gonna google something random, happen upon this one entry and start crazy life-changes. but here's hoping? i don't know. i'm just compelled at the moment. i'm not even making sense to myself.i do not understand the men that the universe brings into ( Read more... )

i remember the time when interactions with hanson made me feel like i needed to write a four-page journal entry to capture what i was feeling. how did we get from there to "nah, let's not wait, it's too cold and i want wawa." ?!? i guess this is growing up. or something like it.

happy six-year (plus one day) HANniversary to me! ;)

it would be really, really, really, really nice if we were on the same page because i don't think you know what all of this is doing to me.

and if we are on the same page - and i think we might be - can you please say it clearly so i can just...never let you go?

i'm glad i don't decide to update my journal based on how many people are interested in my life.

despite all the bullshit, 2009 might have been the best and most eye-opening year i've ever lived. i feel like throughout the year i was given all the tools i need to live my ideal life, but i'm still figuring out how to put them all to good use. i want to count off my concerts like everyone else, but for the first time that i can remember the ( Read more... )

i'm 2 for 2 at misjudging my roommates. can't wait until i'm the fuck out of this place.

i told rona today that i'm moving out. she took it just like i expected. i hope eventually she realizes it's for the best, but for now, it's gonna be an uneasy 2 weeks. whatever, i paid for that to be my home until the 30th and i will treat it as such ( Read more... )

"windy has wings to fly above the clouds..."

...i wish you knew YOU did, too. i wish you still existed the way i loved you. those fucking piccolos will always make me remember.

i need photoshop, but my computer doesn't have enough memory, i have no money, and i don't know where to get it illegally ( Read more... )

i think the reason we take our hanson fandom so seriously (and probably also the reason they're out favorite band) is because THEY take their music so seriously. we appreciate the thought and planning that goes into everything they do, and if we get impatient with the time delays sometimes it's only because we love them so much. in a world where ( Read more... )