Well today was uneventful so I'll talk about yesterday. I canceled my DR appointment and then went with Darrell, Hope and Hunter to go see Muh Fake Sista and the undesputable most beautiful little girl the world has ever seen!


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Well Friday night at work I started to throw up this shit that looked like coffee grounds. And well after work me and my friend went to the ER and I threw up there too. So they rush me back, hook me up to an IV and take like 10 things of blood. The DR said that the coffee ground stuff was dried blood. That and the fact that my heart rate made him ( Read more... )

Devestation? Ha! Not this time buck! And the relief that I'm feeling ... It's amazing. One of those feelings where nothing can seem to keep you from having the biggest goofiest smile on your face. Where only a few minutes before it was hard to breath, you can now breath easily. You couldn't eat but now you've regained your hunger. Couldn't sleep ( Read more... )

We could lose people that we love at given time. But we generally don't think about. Sometimes we are forced to think about it though. What happens when it is one of the people that you love the most involved? Someone who you would do anything and everything for. Someone who if you lost them, a big chunk of you would be lost forever. It's like ( Read more... )

I feel sick as hell and yet I have to go to work. Yeah, I got a job. Shocker I know. I make pizzas. Lame. I don't even like pizzas but whatever. I was sick yesterday too. And I have to work every night and it sucks. But whatever. Anyways when I have more time I'll tell more. I think it's time I puke.

Latley I've had the most awful case of writers block. And no matter what I did, I couldn't get through it. It sucked a big one. All I wanted to do was write ... but I just couldn't. That all ended last night/this morning. After talking to that KEWL kid who I love like WOAH DAMN, my writers block just seemed to fizzle away. And thank God! Don't ask ( Read more... )

Some memories can be so fucking useless. I mean damn. You can be having a nice day ... and for some reason a memory pops into your head and bang! Your good day is screwed. God I want to just go get so completely drunk and wasted. But that's fucking stupid. That's the reason I have the memory anyways. Insanity - Doing the same things over and over ( Read more... )

Well it was kinda average but I have nothing better to do so I'll talk about it. Most of my day was spent working on HTML codes and all that lovely stuff. The rest was spent cleaning my room and then washing my aunt's car and driving it. I also spoke to my two favorite Brittany's on the phone too. That's always a plus. And then the highlight of the ( Read more... )

Yeah yeah, I'm a flip flopper. The next morning, after waking up from a Tylenol PM induced sleep, I realized just how big of an asshole I was. And I mean I get in those moods often. Those moods where I'm just the biggest dick ever to the people I love the most. I have no idea why I do it. Well that's not true. I think it's because I'm afraid. I'm ( Read more... )

Well I think I did it. I think I managed to end the only meaningful friendship I have. Maybe it's what I needed. I don't know. Maybe it's the last thing I needed. I'm sure it's one or the other. Guess I'll see eventually. I'm sure I'll go crawling back. Because I need it. And I know I do, yet I try and ruin it. Weird, no? That the one thing you ( Read more... )