I haven't updated this thing a quite a few days so I guess that there is no better time than now. I must say that I have enjoyed this week long break and I'm going to hate to see it come to an end monday. I mean I've accomplished absolutely nothing this week but it's alot better than school. Monday's going to come around and so will all the ( Read more... )

My Dirty Little Secret is ... YES, I CAN BE SERIOUS AND NO, I'M NOT A FUCKING DUMBASS!! AssholesYou know something that I cannot stand? I can't stand how no one takes me seriously!! EVER!! I mean yeah I tell jokes and cut up and all that but HELLO!! I mean this may be a complete and utter shock to all of you but I can be serious!! And I mean I know ( Read more... )

It's been a few days and I'm kind of in the writing/rambling mood so what the hell? Might as well update this thing. I've been doing alright the past few days ... same old up and downs or whatever. Mostly I've been driftng somewhere in the middle. But whatever, that isn't all that bad I guess. One a different note ( Read more... )

Sometimes it is just the little things that give you that extra little boost you need to get through the day. Without them I'd probably end up in soo much more trouble than I usually do or I'd be even more miserable than I already am ( Read more... )

So my bad day began when I had to ride this bitchy bus drivers bus. My friends and I had to stay on 5 minutes later than everyone else as she yelled and lectured us. It put me in a bad mood or whatever. But I said whatever and then I met up with some friends and we went to take our stuff into the class room before the bell rang ... like we do EVERY ( Read more... )

I don't know why but for the past day or whatever, I've been thinking alot about regrets. And it's 5:30 and I can't sleep. So here ya go. Just a few regrets I have.

Regrets

I regret ... not telling. Maybe it would have helped things out some, maybe not. I still wish I would have done it back when it was appropriate to tell.

I regret ... ( Read more... )

Last Monday night, I was so close to going and getting completely shit faced. I was having a bad day and I really wanted to go and drink everything away. And I actually came pretty close to doing so. But at the last minute I decided against it. I'm pretty proud of myself for that too, because it was damn hard to say no. I guess the reason I ( Read more... )

What's that saying? ... I'm not sure but I think it is something like "Only time can heal your pain." or some crap. But in all seriousness, how much time does it take?? I mean Jesus, isn't 9 years long enough. Apparently not ( Read more... )

Ok I get that change is a necessary part of life and I also get that the fact that there will always be change is the only thing that never really changes. I get all that and I accept it, even though I may not like it all the time. But the question I have is should you have to change for other people? I mean for some reason I'm more open and more ( Read more... )

So yeah, today's Homecoming ... you'd think I'd be extremely excited ... but I guess I'm not really. I dunno why. I guess it's because my week's been extremely shitty and I'm just ready for this week to be over. Shit I'm actually ready for the year to be over. Dunno if I'm even going to get to go to Homecoming, and that totally sucks. But ( Read more... )