computer paper, flashlight. pepper grinder, pill bottles. cd cases, credit cards. unforgiveable, joint. pen, pipe. blue, red. caves, country gardens. my life is good btw. (:

HELLO THERE. oops i didnt notice the capslocks and i dont feel like erasing it. well, anyways things have been pretty weird for a while. So much has happened. me and chris are good. i still live with him and my phone hasnt been on for like a month, i apologize if anyone has tried to call but i just dont feel like turning it on. i like the new 50 ( Read more... )

i've been living at chris house for a few weeks now. It's a lot of fun. I rarely go online anymore and if it says via sidekick in the info i am not going to get ur IM. Also, I rarely have my phone on these days so leave a message if you call. thanks.
p.s. lets hang out if you want/like to get fucked up (:

chunky thingssssssssssssss.......anywho, i love chris!

what did i do wrong?

"yeah,
so if it's sad,
well,
you still gotta live til you die"

well after a little trip to the hospital about a month ago I have been on anti-depressents. Its been a really tough couple of months for me but things are starting to look up. But today I received my bloodwork results and surprise something else was wrong! I have Epstein Barr and elevated numbers for my liver. so now I have a doctors appt later on ( Read more... )

hi. i havent spoken to anyone in so long. besides marissa and chris. It was amazing to hang out with marissa. I love her. I feel so comfortable with her and i am so happy shes living in the city cuz now i can visit her all summer. Im glad i have chris in my life... i need to update more cuz no one knows anything but i guess no one really cares ( Read more... )

hi. i hit rock bottom on saturday. btw my screen on my phone is broken, so if you call i wont know unless you leave a message. Life can only get better from here. I hope.

ive been having a few bad weeks, but oh well. Last night was a lot of fun. I am so happy for sarah and rich. I got some new clothes at the mall and we saw miguel working and played with roboraptor or whatever it is. it is so hot out today! i love the heat but i hate the sweat. my birthday is in like a month and a hlaf. My 21st. we should do ( Read more... )