Hello. Its mothers day. I'm visiting my nana at my aunts house. We found out a few weeks ago she has lung cancer....I have to take her to radiation tomorrow. I'm watching girl, interrupted. I like this movie a lot. I'm so bored right now tho. I wish I was smoking. That's bad. I don't want to finish this. Bye

What the hell? I'm changing my life starting today. No more shit. No more assholes. I'm doing what I want to do.

Well its almost 530 pm. And I'm still in bed. I'm a lazy bum today. My cat socrates died on friday. I'm gonna miss him a lot. He was only 8. He died on friday the 13th and he was a black cat. Weird. I'm kinda bummed out right now cuz men are retarded. I need a job still. I'm going to oneonta this weekend. I want to enjoy myself but I think its ( Read more... )

I just watched A walk to remember and I cried my eyes out. Like serious snot dripping down my face. What a sad, sad movie. Its officially easter. We partied at rachels last night. I love you all. I got serious cramps like 2 days ago and was dying for like 10 hours but never got my period. Wtf? Can I tell you how much I love kelly kiernan? I am so ( Read more... )

i like to fuck up my life sometimes. Its great! well anyway, st patricks day was amazing. chilled with really great people. drank a lil. smoked a lil. listened to sublime. ate alot. drank a lil. slept a lil. watched boondock saints. then slept again. I think something is wrong with me. marissa is coming to long island this weekend and im soooooo ( Read more... )

I hate the snow right now. Only cuz my boyfriend isn't with me and we can't drive to eachothers houses. ): I'm tired. Me n chris smoked and watched the flaming lips dvd thing that came with the cd I guess. It was pretty crazy. I'm sick of turning on the tv and stuff about anna nicole smith being on. I'm done.

well now. I got a job at friendlys! but now i need to give in my two weeks notice at fashion bug and im scared but ill get over it. me and chris are wonderful.

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my days are becoming routine. I need a change.

Hi. Rachel is 21 today. Happy bday bitch. I still have 4 months and 16 days. I've been feeling like crap for about a month straight. Maybe I should go to the doctor? Me n chris are great. I love my friends. I miss alyssa but I shall see her this weekend. (: I miss kelly, u better hang out slut. And my dads being doing good lately so I'm very happy ( Read more... )