I can't stop thinking about it, it seems to always take over my mind. How someone could be excited about that. There are so many things that could happen to you. I can't believe you would put urself in that situation. I can't think about you dying, i can't think about you doing all thoughs horrible things. It hurts to think that you would leave us ( Read more... )

i did learn something from my last relationship, i noticed we didn't know each other as well as i thought and we moved to fast. This is a problem that i seem to do everytime, i shouldn't think about those retrictions socialty puts on relationships and look what i need out of it. You can't truely know someone unless there willing to share that with ( Read more... )

Its always when you get excited about someone new comming into your life and you want it to work out, is when you get disappointed. You didn't really care about how they looked you just thought they were a good person. I guess being naive came into play in my case, thinking back on my past flings he was different. But I took that first instinct and ( Read more... )

over a year things can change a lot, im in my second year of college now and love it. although i started writing in this because of my eatting disorder but as i got older, it seemed to get easier. Now don't me wrong I still think about it and experience it once in while but just getting to know who i am, and what am capable of has boosted my ( Read more... )

Its hard to come to any relazation, but it will aways change the rest of your life. As you grow up you notice self respect and what you put up with and what you don't. You either learn this through your own experiences when your young or you take longer to grow up. Sadly for some teenagers we are more mature than most and the others around you that ( Read more... )

Ok so last night was awsome, im doing this point form because i don't feel like writing a paragraph ( Read more... )

hmmm... im tired but can't sleep...my mom snores SO loud :P. Anyways nothing has really been happening mostly been spending some time with my grandpa which is the hole reason im here anyways. Were having a little get together with the family tomorrow, since its my mom's birthday. She still has a lot of jet leg, but she just needs to relax a bit. ( Read more... )

Ok so things have cleared up ( Read more... )

I'm falling bak into my cycle. I need to get out of this, things are just out of my control and its stressing me out, to no end. I don't like that i can't control this ( Read more... )

Im a little stressed out right now. Well you all no that my father is sick. So he went in for tests yesturday, they did the usual.. Then today he was suspose to get this drain thing to help drain his kidnies. Well they did a biopsey before they did the procedure. They had to rush him to the emergency because his kidney's were on the way of shutting ( Read more... )