so it has been an entire lifetime since i've updated on this thing... i have been super busy! i have a job now at one of my favorite places on the face of the earth! its been going good, it's taking alot of getting used to, but for the most part i'm adjusting. school is starting all too soon so i have that busy life ahead of me to look forward to. ( Read more... )

so i just got back from cali last night. it was an awful roadtrip, but it just made it that much better to be home and not trapped in a posessed car of death!! i had a really unnerving dream last night about someone i haven't seen or spoken too in a long time. maybe it was the meds, but it felt so real. i'm going to go have breakfast with my family ( Read more... )

so on account of it being my birthday yesterday, i took the day off today! yay for me! i talked to my mom most of the day yesterday and went with my dad to get ice cream. i felt special *smiles*. i also got to talk to casey yesterday evening; i miss that girl. she sounds great and i can't wait to see her when she comes to visit! i got my daisies ( Read more... )

so the trip was amazing. i got to see my mom and jeff. it was peaceful. i love her house! especially the lighthouse across the lake. i'm so very ready to be back there again. we let ellie's ashes go in the overflow... yeah i cried. its officially the weekend before my birthday (9 days, but whose really counting!) and i'm really excited! i have ( Read more... )

so one more day and then its off to austin!!! natalie and christina randomly showed up at my house yesterday and surprised me; it was the best surprise ever!!!! it made me feel loved, *thanks guys*!!! i can't believe spring break is already here. it still seems like its so far away. i have so much stuff to do today though: i have to finish all my ( Read more... )

i wish i would have been born a few months earlier... that way i wouldn't have to wait to do all the fun things that people who are 18 can. so i have my ticket to go to austin and my dad is totally cool with me going. i can't wait to go and visit, its been way too long. for some reason though, im not looking forward to it as much as i should be... ( Read more... )

so last night was my cousin's wedding... all i could think about was how young they both were... and seeing my cousin in his marine uniform made me want to cry. he looked so handsome; i'm so proud of him. it was nice to see some of the elder cousins and uncles that i hadn't seen in a while; the ones that came in from cali and oklahoma. i danced ( Read more... )

though the last time i updated seemed like forever ago, there has not been a whole lot of noteworthy events in my life... well there have been a lot of seemingly important things to me, but nothing i think whoever reads these things would really want to hear. it has taken me a while, but i'm finally content with myself... i know i'm rather boring ( Read more... )

finals week is coming to a close. all i have left is english tomorrow morning, and then our christmas assembly. im not ready... all in all though, i think this semester has gone pretty well; not to say it has been without its drama or setbacks, but needless to say its been fun. i should go work on my mandala, seeing as how its due tomorrow... oh ( Read more... )

so i think i fractured my ring finger... and i think continuing to play basketball with it hurting didnt help much either. finals are next week... im kind of nervous, but mostly just cause everyone else is freaking out about it and its stressful. alot has been happening in my life, some good and some not so good, but i guess it will all work out. ( Read more... )