the weather has been beautiful. kind of cold, but thats ok. this weekend was full of drama, but i guess thats no surprise. at least my "date" wasnt a disaster. im planning a trip to austin soon, and i hope that this time it doesnt fall through like it has seemed to these past few times. im not too sure how that will go, but at least ill be able to ( Read more... )

i really do hate my life sometimes. granted, it could be a hell of alot worse, but its really hard to see it from that point of view right now. im so tired of people... i have lost all hope in them. the one good part of my day was discussing a poem with my english teacher. she's a breath of fresh air in this damn town. oh yeah, there was a bomb ( Read more... )

today i got high sticked playing hockey in p.e. it was not very pleasant. my shins, yes both of them, were on fire. on top of that my head was spinning because of this stupid cough, and the only one i can blame for that is myself. i dont like being sick. i dont like the fact that i have to stay home so damn much. my head hurts. i dont know why, but ( Read more... )

so this week has officially sucked... i was sick for the better part of the week and when i finally get to go back to school i was continuously annoyed by the damn underclassmen. people in general were getting on my nerves. i found out that apparently there was a gun threat at my school, or something really dumb like that, so half the school used ( Read more... )

election day... worst day ever! i stayed home sick... i probably have strep... i got my license today, but it was horrible, i almost passed out. nothing but stress in my life... i hope it gets better soon, cause i dont know how much more of it i can take. so now i hold my breath waiting for the results of the election....

blah. today i had lunch with a good friend of mine that used to live with my mom and i in austin... its always bittersweet to see her, because shes a great person and she reminds me of the "good old days" but at the same time, it makes me miss austin that much more... but then again, the thought of austin makes me terribly depressed, and fills me ( Read more... )

this weekend has been interesting. i had to go talk to my lawyer, give my statement, again, and this time be questioned for about an hour by some investigator person. it was hell. then i went to choose which pic i wanted for the yearbook, yay. i saw nico there, and it brightened my day. oh and i also found this really awesome little restaurant that ( Read more... )

my ankle hurts. i hate school. today was filled with little annoyances that have just perpetuated my bad week. bah, i need to get away, away from all the petty drama and stress that comes with every new day. i guess it could be worse...

i got a ticket today.... yeah, i got a ticket. it was the worst experience ever!!!! i wanted to cry but i couldnt cause i was still in shock till about an hour ago. my tummy was in knots all day and i didnt get to eat anything. then i had a govt. test that i completely forgot about. today started out really bad. but i guess the only way it could go ( Read more... )

im trying really hard to not be bitter, and im trying even harder not to cry. but it seems that everything i do and everything i try to make work just blows up in my face. i cant wait to leave. i miss my mom. this has been a crappy weekend, and i have a feeling the rest of the week will continue to get worse. but i guess it hasnt been all bad, ( Read more... )