alot has been going on in my life, alot of needed changes. some choices were made against my better judgement, but most were for the best... at least it seems that way. school has been wearing me out. i find it harder and harder to wake up every morning, but its the little things that brighten my day and keep me going. i talked to my mom on ( Read more... )

nothing much new here... im boring as all hell. but tomorrow we get out at 12:30, so it should be pretty fun. i was in an exceptionally good mood today, and i have no idea why... hmmmmm..... i need more days like these! i was listening to a cd today that made me think of freshmen year... its sooo weird that im already a senior. it kinda freaks me ( Read more... )

i almost started crying in art today... a song came on that reminded me of someone. ive been trying to repress all of that, but it didnt work too well today and it took alot to keep it in. ive actually been looking into other colleges besides st. eds. for the first time i have no direction or drive other than education thats deciding where i want ( Read more... )

i went to kristophs with amanda today after i took my senior pics. she is thoroughly convinced that the guy that works there is in love with me... its kind of strange. friday was kind of a blur, i was feeling incredibly nostalgic and the whole day i just wanted to crawl under my covers and sleep my life away with nothing to hold on to but my ( Read more... )

i feel like im saying goodbye. i feel like my whole world is turning up-side-down and theres nothing i can do about it. i didnt go to school today because i felt really crappy and today hasnt turned out any better. my cough still isnt going away and now my head hurts because i have been emotional all day and its just progressively getting worse. my ( Read more... )

i got back from cali and havent had a break since i left. it was great though. school has been interesting. it feels weird being a senior already... theres alot going on right now, i dont even know how to put it all into words to try to make sense of it... this weekend should be interesting ( Read more... )

so school started on the 12th. it feels weird going back as a senior but for some strange reason it feels like i never left. i have been in a weird mood lately. like im not the one living my life but looking in from the outside. i feel confused and lost and somewhat empty, but im dealing with it and i think everything is going to be ok. im getting ( Read more... )

haha, i love half baked. i stayed at manda's last night and it was cool. we just hung out and watched movies and went swimming and went to have breakfast with krystal. her little bro kept pleading with me to stay anoter night... hes sooo adorable. schol starts in like 9 days... its kind of scary to think about. so today i talked to someone that i ( Read more... )

so today was pretty eventful. i went to the mall with manda to look for some new flip flops, but we couldnt find any. apparently people with small feet arent allowed to wear flip flops... oh well, summers almost over anyways. so then me and nat went to the park with my puppy and my step-sis. that was pretty cool. after that i went to the movies and ( Read more... )

yeah thats right, i got it back!!! i loooove my camera. i was having separation issues while it was getting fixed. the only thing thats missing now is my car... it rained today, it was soo pretty. but my hair got all frizzy and curly cause of the humidity, it was cool though cause it was worth it. i splashed in the street, but then it got really ( Read more... )