What is there to say? I'm as blank as this paper. 

I am so tired. You are a black hole. You take and you've taken everything that was good about me and now you complain that you have to take all of my shit. You're concerned with the universe of you. And what am I to you? One of your planets that's flown out of orbit. You make me so angry, so tired, I can't afford to be heartbroken. Why am I painted ( Read more... )

If I had every reason to leave, you'd be enough to make me stay.

My mind is an infestation ( Read more... )

wow. . .so, i'm back here. . . again. its after winter break and school is back in session, and hope this isnt a pattern of sorts but i'm returning to school with a new boyfriend. i'm really happy and i'm starting to fall back into girlfriend mode, hopefully i dont fuck anything up this time. i really like him and its been awhile since i've felt ( Read more... )

I’m sorry you’re paying for all of his mistakes.
For what its worth
I think you’re worth it
Worth more than all I have to give.
But you could do so much better
And I don’t have the heart to tell you this.

everything in your mind is a doubt
your trying to figure out
something that doesnt exist
you think my eyes are open but they're closed
and i dont want you to know
cause i'm trying to resist.

why is it
once peice myself back together
i'm unglued.
you're quicksand
and the more i run
i'm sinking into you.

i'm stupid
and not perfect
and its okay.
cause theres so much more to me
and you'll never see that.
but how can i expect you to?
when i see so much more in you
than you see in yourself.

"What is REAL?" asked the Rabbit one day, when they were lying side by side near the nursery fender, before Nana came to tidy the room. "Does it mean having things that buzz inside you and a stick-out handle ( Read more... )

The summer was better than i ever imagined. now how do i get back there?