ok guys. i see i had made a huge mistake on my last entry. i forgot to tell you all what my new lj s/n was. haha. my bad. so here it is so you can add me. missingx_xyou

be sure to add me and tell me if you want to be added. :)

hey its me. i got a new s/n if you want to be added comment. and add me while ur at it. check it out. and comment on it if you like the looks.

♥ luv ya!

ldfsdkfjsdjfsfjksdlfjsdfk erg. i hate my life. i hate pain. and i hate the way im feeling. i wanna cry. but theres no tears left to cry out. i wanna scream. but it just wont come out. im stuck crying in the inside of my heart and screaming inside my mind. kidfjsklfjd why does this alwayz happen to me. why do i even try? when sumthing good happens ( Read more... )

hey guyyyys. sorry i havent really updated lately. been kinda busy. leaving to go to kari's dad's tonite and then ill be at my uncle dave's house till thursday. im excited. i getta see kari for several days before she has to leave. but we're not gna say goodbye becuz goodbyes are sucky. and last forever and well her leaving isnt lasting forever. or ( Read more... )

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so yea. i just talked to roni. he def. called me unexpectedly. weird. he's spose to call me bak here in a cpl min. he hasnt decided when he's makin a trip out here to indiana. im not expecting him too. maybe sumday. he kept talking about sum girls he may go out on dates with... oh well like i told him as long as he's happy thats all that matters. ( Read more... )

erg. i hate this. i hate crying so much.... today would be 1 yr and 2 days. i would be in his arms. him holding me now. i wouldnt be crying. i wouldnt think of even cuttin myself or jumping off the balcony. i wouldnt be missin him soooo much. i wouldnt be crying. i would be the happiess person in the world. i need him. i want him. i need my ( Read more... )

yea so im def. bored outta my mind. im here at kari's dad's with kari and mike. its gay lol. i dno. i feel like a 3rd wheel. hmm. sucks. major. oh well. i wish i had sumone here to hold me. i feel so lonely. i hate it. i hate bein lonely. most def. erg. i dno wat to do. i know that i only let pippin hold me and i only kissed him and let him kiss me ( Read more... )

erg. wow. im excited. roni's brother mark and his gf julie are having a BABY! WOOT! hehehehe its exciting. god i love them i love his WHOLE family they are like my family. ahhh i miss them. wen i turn 18 i wanna go see them. cuz then i CAN! woot!

erg. so yea. just talked to roni. i guess u prolly figured that out. wow! MorrisonDaGreat: love you ( Read more... )