i feel like such a horrible person. how culd i let this happen to another girl? how culd i do this to her? god why am i such a bad person. why do i alwayz ruin others lives. how could i have kissed him. how could i have let him kiss me again. how could i do this to him. i feel like such a slut. erg. im sooo sorry for this. i really am. can sumone ( Read more... )

1. First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Buck

2. Last person you kissed: Pippin

3. Last word you said: Damn Dog

4. Last song you sang:Once You Love Somebody -- Dixie Chicks

5. Last person you hugged: Pippin

6. Last thing you laughed at: Pickin On My Cuzin

7. Last time you said 'I love you': A Couple Of Nights Ago

8.what's in your CD player: Idk ( Read more... )

i say i miss you. he says i miss you too. i say i love you. he says ... im sorry. i say its ok i understand. he says i dont. i say everything will be ok. he says i dont believe that. i say me either. he says i...miss you. i say i wish you were here...now. he says i know. he gets offline ( Read more... )

erg. i hate him sooo fuckin much. god i fuckin hate it here. i get treated like shit EVERY fuckin day. and people wonder why i feel like shit. alwayz. becuz of THEM. i need sumwhere to stay the day i turn 18. god i wish shit didnt go bad with roni. i wouldnt be here right now. i wouldnt have to worry about living on the streets on my 18th bday. i ( Read more... )

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alright update. so i talked to roni. and he said he didnt know if he wants to be with me within the next year. so ive made up my mind. icant wait forever. i deserve better than wat hes done to me. just hopefully i stick to it. he's prolly comin to see me monday tho so ya. idk. but i know i cant wait forever. and icant let myself be treated like ( Read more... )

i texted *Him* today and said....I Love You But Do You Even Care? And i got this bak...'I do but i need space ( Read more... )

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