I wish I had an angel ( Read more... )

Fifteen years I raged against the constant C, the ( Read more... )

Damn it, Ryan! Always forward! Eyes ahead!

I truly hope that it's out there somewhere, and not in the massive wake I've left behind.

Like a shark, Ryan. Like a shark.

I hate so very much being almost good enough. I feel like I am so close to so many things. Almost smart enough. Almost talented enough. Almost attractive enough. Almost. Fuck it. I'm no quitter. Give me 6 months and we'll see if I'm still god damned "almost".

I've done a lot, God knows I've tried
To find the truth, I've even lied
But all I know is down inside I'm bleeding.

And Super Heroes come to feast
To taste the flesh not yet deceased
And all I know is still the beast is feeding.

And crawling on the planet's face
Some insects called the human race
Lost in time, lost in space
And meaning.

Sometimes I hate how art slaps you in the face and pulls the curtain so you can clearly see how things are, even if you would rather remain blind ( Read more... )

Everything comes in cycles. People are not excluded. I observed as, around me, the slow crawl of the seasons were reflected in the attitudes and relationships of my friends and acquaintances. But it's timing was not that of the actual passings of these yearly intervals, people follow their own unique, yet inexorable rhythms ( Read more... )

"The magical sitar player falls from the roof and says, 'The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return ( Read more... )

"We all walk around with a sign on our chest saying, 'I want to feel important'." ~Rasch ( Read more... )