With bony hands I hold my partner
On soulless feet we cross the floor
The music stops as if to answer
An empty knocking at the door
It seems her skin was sweet as mango
When last I held her to my breast
But now we dance this grim fandango
And will for years until we rest.

This should be over now right? Sigh ( Read more... )

Well, if last post had a torrent of change to back it up, this one has a frickin' avelanche ( Read more... )

Strange how so many things can change, and yet things stay the same. My life has been a whirlwind of changes recently, and yet, now that the dust has settled and I can get a clear look around, nothing really seems to have changed. It almost feels unfortunate, as so little seems to have been accomplished ( Read more... )

Hmmm... another crossroads. I promised myself action, ride the lightning, and all that jazz. But now I am beginning to wonder if taking action might cause more hurt than help at the moment. Perhaps letting myself be carried by the current of events might actually serve better, BUT, this may be my cowardice acting up again. It's just so much easier ( Read more... )

I'm currently in a crisis of simplicity versus complexity. I really want my life to be easy right now, I crave a lack of complication. I want to slide frictionlessly from one event to the next without the weight of too many mental hurdles. However, it seems that to GET to this place I want to be in, to have the things I want be easy, fun, and ( Read more... )

I am in an odd place. The confidence I had before is beginning to return. There are a few reasons, but I am still mostly surprised by it. I feel as though I am in flux, my emotions and views spinning around like a bottle at a drunken sleepover, and I don't know who I'll end up kissing. But that's allright. I need some chaos in my life ( Read more... )

I currently sit in my Grandparent's living room in Lake Havasu City, Arizona. I like it here. It's a place of peace. At my grandparent's house, life is simple, easy, and lacks difficult questions. No, "What are you doing about [insert major life event/decision here], just, "What can I fix you to eat?" and, "How was your play ( Read more... )

I was doing so well until today. I don't know what power today had to cause such a shift. Nothing particularly depressing or traumatizing occurred. Maybe it's the true beginning of the change in OC seasons. Maybe it was feeling so alone despite being around a ton of people having fun. But really... why now? Why today ( Read more... )

Wow, things are still mainly in the same state as the last time I posted. Up today is down tommorow. I think I have been making some really good friends, but it would be nice to know where I stand with people ( Read more... )