I contracted it. Vampirism that is. I now shun daylight and feel an intense desire to feast upon the rich, succulent vitae that courses through the veins of the children of Adam. Well, one of those two is right anyways ( Read more... )

I got rid of the last post. I don't feel it anymore. I wanted to lash out, to hurt, to make her feel my pain. But I don't, not anymore. A couple days, cooling off, trying not to dwell, and the anger subsided ( Read more... )

In so many ways, I like what I have now. I get to be with her, we get to be good friends, and I get to have fun with her. But sometimes... sometimes you just want to cuddle. Sometimes you want a girl to hold you and tell you she's there for you. And thats not part of the agreement ( Read more... )

I am lonely, bored, mostly unemployed, and now, depressed and single ( Read more... )

I was told to update with something personal, instead of a poem from a video game, so here it is... though I really to like that poem ( Read more... )

With bony hands I hold my partner
On soulless feet we cross the floor
The music stops as if to answer
An empty knocking at the door
It seems her skin was sweet as mango
When last I held her to my breast
But now we dance this grim fandango
And will four years until we rest.

I feel like posting.

Bah! No I don't.

So, here I am, Balth, almost Senior in college, resident of student housing, purveyor of electronic entertainment, pilot of the automobile known as The White Tornado, and in a solid relationship of 1 year and some days. That is pretty much the short of my current status. And I am somewhat happy ( Read more... )

I'm packing away the last of my things, including this computer in a few minutes.

See you all there!

I KNOW! 2 posts so close together? I must be CRAZY!!! Well, I took a few quizzes today that I thought you internet type kids might get some kicks out of. Their a bit deeper and more self-anylitical than your average Quizilla fare. So if you have a bit of spare time, enjoy ( Read more... )