Went through my old livejournal entries. Those entries from years back, it really does seem like an eternity. A cliche. As if I'm looking outside at a completely different person. Provoking emotions now I didn't understand then in a life I wouldn't have imagined. Referencing friends I no longer have, in a world I thought was forever. Fleeting ( Read more... )

I really like you. I do. You're so nice, and sweet, and you listen to all my problems and respond with the appropriate compliments. But, well, I don't really see a relationship in our future. It would be terrible if we let sex destroy this great friendship we have where I get everything I want and you get nothing you want. Don't you think ( Read more... )

Happy birthday to meeee!!!!

I'm finally 21 and legal...

laaaaadies

Ok, I haven't written here in forever, and don't think I've forgotten about it. My motivation to write here simply diminished, but recently, my thoughts have been running rampant. I figured I could come back to this blog to recrystallize them, and let everyone know who still reads this, that I haven't fallen off the face of the earth, and that I ( Read more... )

So how do you go about changing something that you've done wrong for so many years in your life? Is starting over a possibility?

Why is simply being yourself so hard to do?

Is one person really worth the effort?

I figured I'd post an entry since I haven't in a while, and I'd make it out to my beste friend, Erica. She is really everything a best friend should be. She really has done so much for me it's unbelievable ( Read more... )

Why do we not think, "Death is coming. I had better take precaution"? When we sense danger coming, we take the necessary precaution. Is not death the biggest danger? And yet we enjoy life. Think for a while. Does it mean that we don't believe in death? Are we skeptics? Do we think it is only an illusion? If it were real to us, we would be serious ( Read more... )

I've been up all night/morning listening to, writing, practicing and transcribing music. I am in love with music. The power it has over the mind and body are unbelievable. It simply pulls me into an almost neverending vortex of emotions. Music matters to me because it releases in us such an immensely powerful creativity and spontaneity - something ( Read more... )

I've often heard the sentiment "One day at a time...", but until recently, never really understood the importance of it. To me, it means, live for today, not for what might be in the future. One of my favorite concepts in philosophy is that of a priori knowledge...the idea that yes, at this moment, right now, 2 and 2 equal four, and the keys that I ( Read more... )

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Thanks alot.