work had better be realllllllly good next week. cause i just realized that im not going home. that altho ive got fun things planned, it wont be the same as being home with my friends...& seeing my best friend:( & my niece turns 4 without me. so sad, i had to send her a card instead of being there to give her hugs. i miss my babies. & my beach ( Read more... )

well...im sick. again. i cant seem to completely shake whatever i had before. so ive been slepeing a lot, drinking lots of vitamin C & taking my medicine when i remember. spring break is next week. im soooo excited!!!!! ive got big plans! i get to work, work & work! but ive got some other stuff too...jessica & i are gunna have some fun one ( Read more... )

Hope fades ( Read more... )

so i dont get it. candice told me that our outing tomorrow isnt a date. it's just four people hanging out. yet, this guy has been talking about how he wants a gf & i have been talking about how i want a bf...& then all of a sudden this? she says they arent trying to set us up but it sure seems like it. if shes not trying to set us up, then why ( Read more... )

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so who said history doesnt repeat itself! that we should learn from the past so not to make the same mistake again! cause theyve obviously never been in a relationship. so i just read over a whole ton of my entries & i realized that a lot of them are the same. im in a relationship, i talk about how great he is & then boom, my life is over. ( Read more... )

well i have a new crush. other than the one that ive had for the past 13 or so years. ya know that joke about me & my 33 year old military men? yah well i know actually know one & have a crush on him. hes not in the miltary anymore, retired or whatever. he works with me as a fellow manager...yah...do you see a problem? i wish his age was the ( Read more... )

well let's see...lifes just about hit rock bottom right now. so much stuff going on. after all that other stuff. my baby died. they found out that my beautiful baby strangled & died. my beautiful baby girl died. she was a week off of being born & she didnt make it. the memorial service was wednesday so i went home tuesday & came back ( Read more... )

hello all. no i am not dead, i am just a very busy person. between classes, writing papers, reading, working, leading AoF, SLC meetings, & all the other crap i do, i have not had much free time. most of my free time is spent sleeping or doing homework. but now i am home, will be until january 2 when i will return so that i can work:) yay for ( Read more... )

so i have now officially finished planning my wedding. december 24, christmas eve, candlelight service, pastor mcgarvey shall be flown up to perform the service. my dress will be a light shell pink, halter style, looooong train with pretty sparkly things on it. sparkly things around the bottom of it & im not sure where else, maybe some around ( Read more... )