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missing men
So this is where life sucks. I will be 23 next month. AND while I do not need a man, nor am I sad that I am single, I miss men. I feel comfortable with men, I have always gotten along better with men then women. Thus my problem, I am a 23 year old single woman, and ANY man I try to befriend thinks I am hitting on them (Even if it is made CLEAR ( Read more... ) -
Dear Anonymous
If you don't have the balls to leave a comment under your own name then don't. You have NO IDEA what I have gone through (obviously!) in my life. If anything Post Secret has succeeded in it's efforts. There is a reason those secrets are anonymous, it is so people can relate to them in some way, whether it be personal or through hope or in any ( Read more... ) -
my problem
Okay, so I know what my problem is...I like to date losers. I don't know why but idk. My mom pulled me aside today and pretty much told me almost all of the guys I have dated have been losers for more than a year now. Wow low blow. Who is to say what is not good enough for me? So they don't have college degrees, have kids, have records etc. ( Read more... ) -
CRAZY ME ME CRAZY
SOOO I need to update on a more regular basis as these are notes. I want enough money to dictate my book to someone because I do not have the patience to sit down and write it myself lol ( Read more... ) -
update
So since my last writing. Audeliz and I have gotten together. He told me that while he was gone those days he was making sure there was nothing to save in his last relationship. Unfortunately things just aren't so simple in my life. I had an amazing time with him yesterday. I went and picked him up and we ran around together. Went out with ( Read more... ) -
Today is Sunday
So life is crazy and you don't know whats going to happen. Since Aj broke up with me I have been depressed. I had no motivation and pretty much survived on the hope that he would take me back because the whole thing was just a big misunderstanding. Big Mistake. So tried to move on and while I have no trouble getting a date I just couldn't ( Read more... ) -
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I hate days like today. Where your heart is torn out of your chest while beating and some one throws it on the floor to do the stomping mexican hat dance around it. FML I loved him. I still love him. And I was stupid enough to let him fall out of love with me. MAN i'm dumb. -
bored
I am totally bored. It is 1:50 in the morning and I am wasting time. I have been so frustrated lately. I interviewed, but didn't get the job. Work sucks. Sex life sux. but I love my boyfriend. He is amazing and when we do things let me repeat he is amazing...I hate living at home. I can't sleep. Wish I was with him. So ya I am FRUSTRATED. ( Read more... ) -
soooo update
I graduate sunday and I'm super scared and excited. And this sucks cause I wanted to update but now i'm tired. I do want to put in here that on thursday I got a call telling me to listen to the radio cause AJ requested a song dedicated to me. It never played but I was so touched that he had even tried! He is so amazing! Apparently the song he ( Read more... )
