I'm doing a little better.


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I'm in a bad mood.

It's nice that the people who claim to care the most about me ditch me, or haven't called me since Tuesday.

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Today is a really bad day. I've been crying since I got home from school. My self worth, self-esteem, everything is down the shitter today. My habits are worse. I hate not being able to write ( Read more... )

I am no longer digesting ANYTHING.

My pills for my Crohns disease aren't even being digested, which basically means that I CAN'T get better.

I HATE THIS DISEASE! I get better for a few weeks, only to get sicker, and have new problems arise.

ARGHHHHHHH! sefjsgljksdljsdkjasd.as/`!!! FUCK!

I stayed home today. I have an infection. It HURTS.

I got cool new medicine that will turn my pee brown. I can't wait!

My doctor bitched at me. All of them bitch at me. They want me to stop losing weight. Fact of the matter is, I wouldn't mind being emaciated when my Crohns disease relapses and I can't eat/digest again. Bones look nice.

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My brother is moving to Florida in two weeks. See, some siblings don't get along, some despise eachother, but not my brother and I. I absolutely love him to death. He's one of the few that's been here for me my entire life, and now he is moving all the way across the country. I am very upset.

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I am so so so so so happy.

As to put it in a cruel scientific way, I have found someone who can raise my dopamine levels greatly. Someone who feels the same way.

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Guess who finally got a full nights sleep? ON A WEEKDAY?!

That's right bitches! Me! I slept from 8:30pm to 4:30am. Wow, it feels nice, I'm not all zombified right now.

Why oh why is myspace down? How am I supposed to feed my morning addiction? Chad never called me back last night,  I think he was too busy working on the car. -sad sigh- I was so ( Read more... )

Yesterday, something very special happened.

( This is kind of personal, so... yeah. )

I'd like to go back in time. I'd like to bury myself in my past. I'd like to go back to a time where my biggest heartbreak was a scraped knee, and kisses made it better. Everything was so simple then.


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