There was an angrier post.

I posted it privately, so that I'll always remember how angry I was at you. How angry I am at you now.

It comes and goes and obviously life is easier when I'm not but at the end of the day...

...I never want to forget that anger.

...and yet it still took me weeks to post this.
I knew that as soon as I did, I'd be ( Read more... )

My heart was fluttering on the wind and it landed on his hat. It fell into his chest pocket and therein it stays. Safe. For I've made a pleasing little home in his pocket ( Read more... )

I can't believe the last time I posted in here was 2013 ( Read more... )

I needed yesterday so much it hurt. I felt lovely, I felt free, I felt the love of all my friends. It was a liberating day ( Read more... )

It's the beginning of December and it makes me very sad that it will be my first holiday season in almost 10 years that I won't be participating in any Christmas festivities with Keith and his family ( Read more... )

If anyone uses this against me after the fact, I will be disappoint ( Read more... )

Today is Devon's birthday ( Read more... )

The sun's finally come to play.
Summer's here.

Time to laugh and run and be free.

Tonight
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter
than the sun

At least I'm sure now that he never changed and is never capable of it. I wish him failure in every endeavor (although, judging by how awesomely that shitrag of a magazine failed, that won't be too hard for him ( Read more... )

The summer is almost here.

And I wish I could enjoy it with you. Even if it was one more time.

You stain my skin. Like a tattoo. Perhaps you'll fade and you'll blur, until I won't remember what you looked like. But you'll still be there. Inside my skin. Close to my heart.

it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off