( a critical lens essay about my history with boys placing perspective on current heartthrob )

"there's always a million of reasons NOT to do something" - nbc's hit show the office ( Read more... )

A COUPLE of things ( Read more... )

you have no idea,
you have no idea

words that are tattooed on my brain
i am a 20 something living in brooklyn i guess i should have expected life to get a little weird
like ted kaplan talked about that 'comfort zone' bullshit so many years ago

what is this sorcery
who is this human
where is this going
im going against every instinct to not feel indifferent
too soon to comment maybe

"what are you hobbies?"
trying to not be depressed ISNT THAT GOOD ENOUGH

EDIT: i am feeling very mushy. bout everything.

blah blah some shit about josh ughhh nursing sux blah feel fat blah blah blah

feeeeeeeeeeeeeelings

meh

i am, in a word, disenchanted.
sometimes the person next to you is just the person next to you and youre not in love with them?
i wonder if this will stick -- probably not

baaaaybee i know its over//tell me, please wait til you're sober NOW we know it's true: waiting never quite felt like waiting when waiting was with you ( Read more... )

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for those of you who have been following along, my apartment hunt has come to a close. with an awesome conclusion. on september 1st i will be moving into a railroad apartment in greenpoint, brooklyn. greenpoint is the second most concentrated area of polish immigrants in america (second to chicago), family friendly neighborhood that i've always ( Read more... )