( ramblings. ramblerambleramble )

i just realized tonight, after yet another viewing of frost/nixon(which should have won best picture 2008) why the film slumdog millionaire has no relevence in life(mine anyway) and didn't deserve the the academy awards it received. those of course being best picture and best screenplay ( Read more... )

it's an extremely rare occurance that i remember my dreams...but i cannot remember the last time i had repeated dreams about something i wanted this fiercely only to wake every morning to the reality that it can never be mine.

few things suck as much as being a day out of surgery and still being in massive amounts of pain and being unable to to ingest any form of pain relief without inducing massive amounts of vomiting...

well here it finally goes in some sort of fashion. tonight was the first night in a very long time that i actually felt like writing my own music, instead of just writing parts to someone else's music. it is a feeling i haven't felt, at least to this degree in i'd say over 5 years. i think what it comes down to is the fact that i haven't felt like ( Read more... )

so i signed into my livejournal hoping that everyone on my friends page would be completely dormant and i would have this dead community to post some very personal happenings in my life mainly as an outlet more than a need for attention...that was my hope anyway. but lo and behold upon signing in, there is this remnant of a populace still stalwart ( Read more... )

i'll see ya'll in 170 days.


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Happy birthday to this girl:


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i speak tomorrow at nine in the am. if you wanna come give me a call. or just go to the building on gilbert and brown at nine and i will be there. i'd love to see you there.

later and later