i hate to be a sap, but the evening weather tonight reminds me of summer. i'm pathetically nostalgic now, alot of it i'm relishing in, sure. but there are things i'm unwilling to recall, the weather brings the wrongs of the season with it ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I'd consider ripping the sky open and letting it swallow me whole ( Read more... )

irony. i promised myself no more entries like this. it's pathetic that i plead sanctuary! sanctuary! to my freaking computer. out of all things.

i'm feelin' unsafe, and this time it's not gonna be momentary...i am awake at 5 a.m ( Read more... )

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in retrospect, it's freaking disturbingso last week, i took a 4 hour nap, and had a dream. a horde of bloody sharp-toothed demons were about to slaughter or eat my family. the ultimatum: i had to kill myself to save 'em. a noose appears (you know dreams), and i wrap it around my neck and jump ( Read more... )

note: Robert Hamburger is the founder of Realunltimatepower.net1. The Ultimate Court Battle ( Read more... )

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my time | 4:50pm wednesday evening
your time | 2:50am wednesday morning ( Read more... )

my time | 5:31pm, Friday Evening
your time | 3:31am, Friday Morning ( Read more... )

...so i'm off to Vietnam. a three weeks' family vacation to a country where all i'll do is finish my Summer Reading. perhaps i'm exaggerating, there are plenty of wonders to be explored in this strange-smelling, developing nation ( Read more... )

to my incredibly addictive clandestine vixen:
happy birthday, charlotte


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