lol! right as i am sitting there feeling lonely I am givin a wicked awful stomach bug.  sometimes its wonderful to live alone. The toilet.. bathroom... tub.. all mine.

I still miss him in the quiet times.

I do regret letting myself feel like he was home.

I pray for peace in my heart so this new thing, what ever it is, has a fair chance to reach its potential.

well fuck Im 25..

I kick my own ass. I swim like a mo fo !! Take that one mile goal by the end of the year. Im gonna hit you this month

 I find myself again looking at alternative living styles..

( alternative like circus hiring or extended house sitting.. )

I bury myself in the leaves to sleep ( Read more... )

IT was beautiful. I kept waiting to feel dissapointment because I thought by now that I would be getting married... When I was with F it was supposed to be this year.. but I was just so excited and so happy that he found someone that matched him so well that I kept feeling like whooping.  IT was so nice to feel that way ( Read more... )

I was honest with you, i feel like that was one huge fucking mistake.

I get a battery for my laptop and it breaks ( Read more... )

I feel like half of my life is complete. teaching fills me in a way none of my previous jobs ever have.  I love working where im working ( Read more... )