as of 8:59 pm on tuesday, April 5th,

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well, hello. it's been forever, i know. i'm sorry! it seems like i don't have time for anything anymore! i hardly have time to stop and realize how happy i am, despite my confusion, anxiety, money problems, and lack of a dog ( Read more... )

do guys remember ( Read more... )

did you visit me last night ( Read more... )

i've got to stop this. honestly, i'm driving myself crazy with these dreams, some nightmares. i'm obsessed with bringing him back to life. and not just him. my dog chester too. but last night, when chester was brought back to life he turned evil. and hurt me. i'm still shaking. i can't even look at his ashes. why is my brain torturing me ( Read more... )

it was the summer before last and i was stuck in the ice cream shoppe making cones for the lovely tourists. like normal, john and justin were waiting for me to get off of work, but this day was different. they just kept staring at me and smiling every once in awhile. after work i found out that it was because they thought my legs were amazing ( Read more... )

lizzieizzieizzieizzie. 18. whoa man.

HAPPY HAPPY birthday sweet pea!

man you are beautiful.

and man i wish i had an ipod.

haha

lennon said i was crying in my sleep last night. i wonder if something happened in my dream to make me cry or if it was just my body letting out emotion. maybe both. all i remember from my dreams is 2 baby tigers, a huge toad, and Boot the goat ( Read more... )

Lennon and I went to Chicago for a couple days. It was pretty awesome ( Read more... )

UPDATE:

i now have two fish. they are beautiful and i really love them. expecially luigi becuase he keeps getting sick and i get SO SCARED that he is going to die. everytime it happens i find myself loving him more. so, please don't let go sweetie!hmm, well i was going to move on to another topic, but i'm not ready. i love them. i love to ( Read more... )