( nothing like giant cartoon characters to cheer you up )

i cant do it. i am sorry.i feel like were starting all over. i dont know. this makes me feel shallow. but i just dont know. i cant. i dont want to hurt you. i really dont. when i get home. ill be starting over.

take care everyone. i am sorry lulu. bye.

i just want to help.( its all good now lol )

ha! it was so effin funny! apparently rick knew this would happen. there was some big collaboration between my father, and rick and the rest of the natural world to stress me out and make me think i was out of a job! i went to rick and like, dumped this huge sob story on him, begging and pleading and the whole time hes just looking at me. when im ( Read more... )

so i didnt get to talk to my boss today about stayin an extra month. i am not sure he will let me...hes already got people coming in for interviews...id hate to screw those ppl out of a job. as horrible as it sounds, my boss and my father are extremely prejudice. one of the reasons i hate working there...but anyways, they wont hire anybody unless ( Read more... )

i fucked myself. i am about to be without a job. i cant pay my bills. i had another job lined up. but it fell through. i fucked myself. i totally fucked myself ( Read more... )

ok leighann is back. she feels better. i feel MUCH better. so uh. yeah ill post later <3 thanx for all the support guys! much love :D

i have this postcard in my pocket. how could i forget? i feel 100000% better.

<*3

wow.( Read more... )

3 days( so yeah...my thursday and friday. )