Well I've got to write here cuz there will be problems if I put everything I've got to say on Myspace ( Read more... )

you'd think by now I'd no longer be reaching over to hug her , or leaning in for a kiss , but no again last night I tried to hold her and kinda freaked out when she wasn't there , what a depressing morning . damn I need to be drunk , very drunk and for a long period of time but that can or will have to wait a few more days , I decided that a nice 4 ( Read more... )

i can't do my usual blog on myspace so i'll settle for this , as a traitor, i can safely write here though cause only 3 ppl even know about this journal and they're safe ppl , justins party suked , no one came really only like a total of 10 ppl all night , and all night i get rel tired of hearing all the bullshit . Those guys need to learn to be ( Read more... )

I haven't posted on here in forever since I got myspace I haven't even thought about Livejournal but it seems some people are stuck to this place like glue ..........Since the last post...................Now working at the Henry Ford cooking at the eagle tavern it's kinda lame and the pay is low but it is mildly fulfilling in as much that I get to ( Read more... )

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u r Ash.
the first child of the devil and ruler of earth,
u and ur father h8 one and other but u dont give

which child r u?
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I once promised her i'd never love another woman and i will keep this promise i still love her and she wants nothing to do with me and i will continue to love her anyhow and my life will be worthwhile if i can only redefine the word devotion


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theres nothing new under the sun that's what i'm told but i don't think i've had my day in the sun just yet and it may not come for some time yet but i must believe that it will and hopefully i'll be ready to enjoy it and make the most of it , soon i hope to find another job and work both jobs ,i'll need to in order to raise tuition money , that ( Read more... )

not much to write now just keep plugging away trying to find what i'm looking for what purpose to put myself to and what my muse shall me or my media for that matter still i feel that this isolation needs to carried out and i will go through with it ai am definitly still stinging from embarassment from my foolish mistakes with the young lady i ( Read more... )