i can feel it ending this time =( 

Somewhere yesterday I realized the world was big again

 I have to get used to doing things I don't like doing.

Emotionally exhausted. Doesn't feel like a weekend or a real day.

proving myself for all the wrong reasons. saying things just to say them for sake of connection, or pleasing or something. nothing comes out right. the regrets are rightfully drawn. I am not the right person to have been doing the things i have been doing.

who is this person i have become?

i almost don't recognize myself anymore, but at the same time ( Read more... )

Moments like this make me wish I had continued my path to becoming a Vet...

 it sounds like running, but when I think about Toronto, and the people I love here, the life I am slowly building for myself... all the things I am searching and aiming for.  The thought that constantly recurs to me I just can't fight. 
--- I feel like I should be away. I feel like I should start fresh. ---

I feel lost here, like I don't know where ( Read more... )

 @$@Q$!!!!K#L!##$@)$I!

 the more I think about it, the more I feel to break it off.

problem sucks my net isn't strong enough to catch my fall.

Envy slays itself by its own arrows.  ~Author Unknown