how can you know?

Everything I talk about you go out and do. More of a reason to just stay quiet. Agh

 It's funny how things end up working out.

It has been so long since I last posted into this account. I think it has been officially abandoned!
Usually when people start a new way of life, they tend to find a new link... so what now?

So many things on my mind. My first semester of school is coming to an end, and my first year with --- is too. Just ( Read more... )

 isnt it ironic how the weight of missing something can feel like a 1000 tons?

when is it enough... or not enough?
when do we see the line in the sand and know that it is all we need to know there is nothing worth going forward with any longer?

they've all moved on, and about... roll up your sleeves and rev that engine, its about time you stopped checking the rearview. 

 it used to be that April was one of the most stressful months.
Then it was October
...and 2009.

Progress is a funny thing.

I really believed, so wholeheartedly at the start of this year, that things change, everything would get better. Don't get me wrong, they have, and in no way could they be deemed comparable to the previous year, I guess, in many ( Read more... )

It's taken me a long time to really realize that I am worth more than the miseries I hold onto.

And despite whatever experiences, or accomplishments, or acts of kindness (and cruelty) I have undergone or performed, neither any of these things entitle nor warrant myself any specific benefit or advantage. There is luck, and there is disadvantage but ( Read more... )

someday everything will all make perfect sense. so for now, laugh at confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason.

- unknown

are they just excuses?

I don't know what I want... but I do know what I don't want to lose.

everyone is so f*ing annoying