It's all about balance.
see there are a lot of things i hate about Canada. But at the same time there are a lot of things I love.
This place merely serves as one giant distraction..

i think im developing a habit.

the thing about constantly chasing? one day eventually you'll just give up

I don't want to be the lonely traveler, but also don't want to be the stagnant do nothing.
there's middle ground somewhere here isn't there?

I do this thing now, when I get really angry ( Read more... )

expecting anything is like walking out in the middle of a busy intersection in attempts to evade oncoming cars

I often find myself choosing milestones at random to mark the timing of a fresh start. This year is July 25th, or at least so I thought ( Read more... )

Isn't it ironic, my own dishonesty makes me trust others less

I feel like I am living this existence of quiet defeat.

"One's condition on marijuana is always existential. One can feel the importance of each moment and how it is changing one. One feels one's being, one becomes aware of the enormous apparatus of nothingness - the hum of a hi-fi set, the emptiness of a pointless interruption, one becomes aware of the war between each of us, how the nothingness in ( Read more... )

i keep playing the last couple days and dates through my head.
every love song reminded me of something.

after dropping him off at the airport today, i almost cried so much. if i was alone at any point, i would have broken down and bawled like a baby...
I  cant believe im back here again... i thought it would have gotten easier considering i am ( Read more... )