does change ever happen at a pace we to which we feel we can keep up ( Read more... )

OMG i think i will be glad when this week is over.
hoping on a freaking miracle here

i just dont think im going to get over it until i find something to do more than just help me distract myself or pass time.

this isnt what life is about, and telling anyone otherwise. hearing 'you just need to get over it' or 'just find something to do'. it isnt it.
maybe there is no right answer or thing to hear. whatever either way.

My eldest sister just got married on Sunday, and now somehow I miss her everyday. I miss both of my sisters all the time. New territory, clearly.

It's nice, and also a little sad. I feel like I took for granted all that time we were all living together or at least more accessible to one another. I used to relish in the distance I continually ( Read more... )

I NEED PSYCHIC POWERS

FUCK

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(stop chasing!!)

I wonder what age it is that we become less angsty and come more together into ourselves.

Sometimes I can't help but think that my life would have been better had I never met you.
I don't know if that makes me honest or just incredibly insecure.

Well I talk
Too much
To myself
And I turn my back on my faith
It's like glass
When we Break
I wish no one in my place

And I've seen
You don't need their seeds
When the cut goes in deep
And I'm lost in sleep

I can't stay
In this place
I can't stand
When the room turns round
On my fate
You give no guarantees
There's no promise
I can keep

I can't ( Read more... )

i keep asking myself what good any of this does, what fucking difference it makes. [no answer]
figures.

take back those good intentions and go fuck yourself