i'm quite amazed how much you can learn about life from animals... probably a lot more than from people. i will admit, old friends have been coming to mind however.

oh shit so almost a year. long story short got that job VV and been working there ever since. school and work means no life what so ever.

heading up to San Fran tomorrow with buffon. shit is going to be awesome we are staying with robert at standford should be interesting. also i might be getting a job at a Vet i got the inside hookups.

would have been 8 and i would have been coming home from ny meh. i've totally lost purpose in this thing wow didn't even do what i set out to do but i think for a while there i knew exactly what i was trying to do with this but it was pointless and idiotic. regardless time seems to have gotten back up to speed. days dont seem like weeks any longer ( Read more... )

warning out of anger and not thinking this through. hahah ahh that last entry is shit. you know you deserve so much worse and i totally went nice on you. my god you lie. you just need to step up to your shit. you have no excuse to be mad at me. i seriously think too that you will never know true love. funniest thing of it all for a bit of time ( Read more... )

just had the sudden realization of how selfish i really am. yet i knew it all the time.

with that realisation of my mortality im starting to make a list of all the thing i want to do in my life. I'm going to stick by them too ( Read more... )

somewhere i lost my grasp of mortality. some how i was starting to think i would live forever. now why the hell did that happen. i had this concept figured out after my grandpa died how did it get ruined.

so my brother got out like 2 days ago. didnt even take him a day to hurt my mom. i still cant see why he doesnt get it. its pretty sad i see in him that he has no reason to live. i have so much more on the issue but i said quick and i cant really deal with it at the moment.my epoche is going very well either cant quite get in the mind state i ( Read more... )

ok so i have been and and will keep doing an epoche so i wont be on alot of things i normally am