Well, after having a nice lengthy discussion into the late hours of the night, I have been forced to look at myself in a new light. Life is as difficult as we make it. I have always known that life will go on, no matter what happens, but I've never really believed it until lately. I have learned a lot over the past few weeks. NYLC was awesome, ( Read more... )

Well, I guess it all starts a little before and during homecoming, but I'm not going to spell it out, since most of you who read this know what happened. The results are: Jenny and I have broken up, we're still friends, I went through a hate phase on several people but am now over it, re-evaluated my life after having an identity crisis, and now ( Read more... )

To all who were wondering...I'm not dead, but I don't really feel alive either. I've been seriously re-evaluating myself again. It sucks... Only when you step outside of your own shoes do you really see whats going on. Well, I've been goofing off and having fun most of the summer, only really cracking at the school when I really need to. ( Read more... )

I'm done with band, school has started, and..and..ughhh

Well, I am done with my last year of Band Camp. I had a lot of fun. The dance was kinda lame though...I'm sure it shall be better when I'm not there, just like everything else. Oh well.
Then there's also the matter of school. I have not done my AP Gov homework that was supposed to be due Wed ( Read more... )

Haha...a like 15 question IQ test.

Your IQ Is 120
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I'm finally back from encampment

DAY ONE: Finally got into our barracks at the same time as the Basics...not good. Munsell and myself were playing catch up because the Basics didn't know how to read an SOP...Foxtrot got Honor Flight of the Day.

DAY TWO: Well, I was still playing catch up with my locker, and my cadets drilled like crap. They ( Read more... )

Well, the vacation is near.

Well, tomorrow actually. I'm leaving tomorrow morning around 0700 for Alpena CRTC, where I will be gifted with the honor of being the Flight Sergeant for Delta Flight this year at GLR-N Encampment 2005. How's that for a mouthfull? Well, dear friends, I have come on and put in this last entry to say good-bye to you all ( Read more... )

Well, I met another person who thinks the military is a bad choice.

Well, I got to my deep thinking again about why I want to do it, and I've finally found a way to say it.

I'm not going to tell you that I'm not afraid of death, because I am. I will tell you, however, that I will not be afraid to fight anymore. I would rather die fighting for ( Read more... )

Party at Ben's!!!

Well, I went to Ben's after eating at my grandmother's house. I met many a new people there...well if 2 is many. We had fun. It looked like Ben was going to have a new girlfriend soon when I left...hehehe! I really don't know, and its none of my business. I feel like speculating about it anyway. I had fun, and met some new ( Read more... )

Well let's start with Sunday:

Well, on Sunday, my mother cancelled my movie plans for me, thus Jenny and 'Dette stole me and we played cards. Then my mother invited them to meet my family and eat my world famous steak. Okay, okay, maybe not "world famous," but its the best steak in the family. Anyway...they said yes, so they got to meet a ( Read more... )