HEY EVERYONE.!I HAVE BEEN A  STRANGER  BECAUSE I TURNED INTO A WORKACHOLIC . I HAVE EXPRESS AS WELL AS AMERICORPS. I AM STRESSED AND SCHOOL IS GOING TO START SOON. AHHH!!!  I HOPE EVERYTHING WITH EVERYONE IS GREAT CONGRATS LAURA ON LEAVING TO SCHOOL ! I'M STAYING HERE. HOW SAD! J/K IT'S COOL. WHILE I'LL TRY TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH THE REST. WELL. GOT ( Read more... )

HEY GUYS! I KNOW THAT I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN A WHILE. SO YEAH! I HAVE READ MY FRIENDS JOURNALS WOW! I MISSED A LOT. I REALLY MISS U GUYS. TEAR TEAR. OK? ANYWAYS! MY SUMMER HAS BEEN GOING MUM,BORING SINCE I WORK ALL THE TIME. HAVEN'T GOTTEN ANY SLEEP ! JUST IMAGINE. THIS SUMMER IS OKAY BUT IT CAN BE BETTER.

THIS SUMMER HAS BEEN FULL OF SURPRISES HERE ( Read more... )

MAN! YESTERDAY WAS LIKE GRAD RESERSAL FOR GRADUATION IT SEEMED SO REAL. IT IS FINALLY CATCHING UP YO ME THAT THE REAL WORLD IS NEAR. IT ALWAYS HAS BUT NOW ITS HERE TO STAY. I WAS FINE YESTERDAY AT SCHOOL UNTIL I LEFT INJURED.THANKS NORA.HEHE.

WITHOUT HIGH SCHOOL WHAT DO I DO BUT WORK AND HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS .ITS COOL YET I STILL MISS SOME FRIENDS ( Read more... )

FOR FOURTEEN YEARS WE GO TO SCHOOL TO GET OUR DIPLOMA BUT NOW YESTERDAY MARKED THE LAST DAY OF THAT STORY. I AM GRADUATING NEXT WEEK STARTING THE SAGA OF MY LIFE, COLLEGE. I AM HAPPY THAT IT FINALLY HERE BUT IT IS ALSO SAD BECAUSE THE FRIENDS AND TEACHERS I HAVE TO KNOW ADRE JUST GOIGN TO BE FIGMENTS OF MY PAST. HIGH SCHOOL IS OVER. ALTHOUGH, ITS ( Read more... )

YESTERDAY WAS THE ACTUAL BEGINNING OF A NEW CHAPTER. I WAS FIGHTING WITH A MONSTER FROM MY PAST THAT WAS VERY HARD TO LET GO BUT WE KNEW DEEP DOWN IT HAD TO BE THAT CERTAIN WAY FOR US UNTIL OUR PATHS CROSS AGAIN.

IT WAS HARD TO FIND THE WORDS TO GET THE CLOSURE THAT I NEEDED. I WAS ACTUALLY SPEECHLESS FOR ONCE. I ACTUALLY SAID WHAT I NEEDED TO SAY ( Read more... )

TODAY WE GOT OUR YEARBOOKS IN AND NOW I AM FEELING MY SENIOR YEAR IS COMING TO AN END. TEAR TEAR. I WAS TAKING IT FINE UNTIL THE DAYS ARE BECOMING LESS AND LESS.

GRADUATION IS LIKE NEXT SATURDAY AND ORINTATION WILL BE A FEW DAY AFTER THAT. I WILL BE IN COLLEGE SOON, SCARY!!!

YESTERDAY A CHAPTER CLOSED TO OPEN A NEW ONE.ONE WITHOUT THE PERSON I CAME TO LOVEAND CARE ABOUT. I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO REACT BUT I COULDN'T STOP I KNEW IT WAS TIME TO LET GO FOR A WHILE AND SEE WHERE TIME TAKES US. WE JUST NEEDED A BREAK TO LET THINGS COOL DOWN.

I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE SAID MORE TO THIS PERSON AND FIND OUT WHAT WAS BETWEEN US BECAUSE ( Read more... )

 THIS WEEKEND WAS FUN AND INTERESTING. HOWEVER, IT DIDN'T LAST!!!LIFE SUX.

I AM FINALLY HAPPY. SOMEWHAT!

BUT YET MY PAST STILLS HAUNT ME EVENTHOUGH I WANT TO LEAVE IT BEHIND ME. WHY CAN'T THE PAST JUST DIE? AND LEAVE ME ALONE.

I WANT TO MOVE ON AND LET IT GO BUT I CAN'T AND I DON'T KNOW WHY ?

I GUESS IT IS JUST COMPLICATED LIKE IT HAS ALWAYS ( Read more... )

My life has been going quite well with minor setbacks… oh well.

However, can I can do if an opportunity presides itself in my direction but take the chance to have a better future. I have the chance to go and study photography and  visual journalism in CALIFORNIA . What an opportunity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Although now I am think I am falling back ( Read more... )

I FEEL BETRAYED , HATED ON BY MY OWN FRIENDS. I WAS OKAY... TRYING TO EXCEPT THE CONNECTION WITH MY PAST MIGHT BE FADING...WHILE MY RECENT PAST CAME TO BITE ME IN THE A**. NOT LITERALLY!JUST KIDDING ( Read more... )