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perhaps my memoir will start with an intro that goes something like this...
My earliest childhood memory is not a memory at all but instead a feeling. The feeling of dread surrounding the end of the school day because I knew that I would have to go home. I can't say when I began to feel this, but this is the earliest sign of anything being wrong that I can remember ( Read more... ) -
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I have to start writing again. There is no question. I have no outlet here and i'm still not entirely comfortable talking to people about how i feel so i just need to start writing and then things can start to get better for me ( Read more... ) -
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We had a snow day today. I spent a good deal of time wrestling with ethan and tom in the snow. At one point ethan grabbed my feet and tom grabbed my arms and they just held me over the ground and everyone through snow on me. It was such a happy day!!!!!!!!! It was just magically white everywhere ( Read more... ) -
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Stylish dresser ( Read more... ) -
my new love, my new hero, my new obsession: Benny Benassi
Last night may have been the most incredible night of my life ( Read more... ) -
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I'm homesick ( Read more... ) -
the day he left
I was invited to brunch with Alex's whole family. Even Dustin's sister was there. It was great. Dustin and Ralph kept talking about how much they love my hair. Then all of a sudden Ralph asks what time Alex's plane leave. He says sometime tomorrow, and Ralph says, "no, I think its today. At three." and Alex turned white as a sheet. And his ( Read more... ) -
Arizona
So I wasn't allowed back in my house until an hour before the plane left. I had to shower and pack so fast but I managed. Alex hadn't talked to me since 11 and I plunged into my paranoid state where I assumed he crashed his car and I would get to AZ and he wouldn't be there. I saw Kelli's uncle in the airport! It was awkward, but I introduced ( Read more... ) -
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So I have a new method of study and it works really good ( Read more... )