oh god he leaves for the game reserve tomorrow. There is no way he can IM me and the chances for him calling are slim ( Read more... )

Awwwwww, Alex said it got bad enough that he sleeps holding a pillow, to hold where i should be. I can relate, i'm sleeping on a fucking couch and it seems huge without him next to me. You have no idea how much i would give just to have one hand on him right now. I miss just being able to touch him, miss his real presence ( Read more... )

We talked briefly today ( Read more... )

guess who is coming home on november 6th!!!!!!!!! yay! we already have like a ton of plans for stuff to do when he gets home. Just a little over a month. i can do it!

He's going to come home earlier!!! Like a couple weeks or something cause he is so sad there and his dad said it was okay. He has called me everyday, Sunday we talked for two hours, teehee ( Read more... )

He called me again today!! he is really sad, he hates it there. See, he went because it will probably be his last time to see his grandparents, considering they live in SA and are getting old and he won't be able to go again cause of college. so he had to go but there is nothing to do in south africa!! and so he is bored out of his mind and ( Read more... )

OMG he called me from LONDON today and i missed the call by 1 minute!!! I felt so bad that he went through all the trouble to call. The message said: "hey hadley i'm in london now. i just wanted to call and say hello so...yeah. and i love you and miss you and guess ill see you in 77 days now right? ok talk to you later. bye bye ( Read more... )

So in 25 minutes alex will be out of contact for 78 days. he is going to south africa to be with his family. We both cried. I spent the whole weekend with him. Friday night we played force unleashed and then just stayed close. We paintballed all day saturday and i was 10-6. it was the greatest game i have ever played. we cuddled in between every ( Read more... )

I have checked off another life goal from my list!

Make out on a ferris wheel
done!

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII hadley. You were so sad today ( Read more... )