Last night was epic. Firstly, I went on a date with Lis (which I do often because neither of us have official boyfriends). We had dinner at this fine five star restaurant called Denny's. We then proceeded to my house for a friendly game of Pirates vs. Ninjas Dodgeball, on my xbox360 (which we owned hardcore). Afterwards, we decided to give Joe a ( Read more... )

I react in proportion
to your hydrochloric tongue;
Truth and touch have become
a question of chemicals.
We are static

electricity;

Charged and ready-
Let's make equilibrium
love
you say.

Concentrate;

then breathe your oxygen and cigarettes
and consume me,
'til I am reduced,
you are neutralized.

Basically, here is what I want.  I want all of my friends to cut the shit and be honest with me and I'll do the same. Let's not kiss each other's asses and lie to make each other feel better. Let's be brutally honest and hurt each other's feelings so we can grow as friends and as people. Give to me straight, I've mentally prepared myself ( Read more... )

sucks big time.

He exists. Like others I've said I'm atheist or agnostic, but theres no denying there is a god. People have just been starting to lose faith because we like to have everything handed to us. The world is going to shit because people have become lazy ( I sure as hell am guilty of this ). God is there if you should choose to seek it. I'm not trying to ( Read more... )

I find that memories of nights gone past
Slip and fade into a misted chasm,
And to dredge but one with the net I cast
Is hard- I grab and struggle to catch them.

I am peering deep seeking lost moments   
Shadows so elusive evade my grasp
Some sparkle with the clarity of gems-
The curl of his hair- or a necklace clasp.

Yet others ( Read more... )

I think I have reached equilibrium in every aspect of my life, whether it be my social/work/love/school... I'm not exactly content, but I am complacent.

It's a step up.

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. I think I finally get this stupid quote.

Cheers.

Love can be extremely complicated, especially when I have the tendency of taking an all-or-nothing approach to my feelings. It's difficult for me to be comfortable in the middle of the emotional spectrum as I inevitably gravitate toward one extreme or the other. However, my horizons are being extended, due to my new job, and I must learn to find ( Read more... )

It's Spring break and my best friend is in London. :( What the hell am I supposed to do for an entire week!? HUH!? TELL ME!!! -cry-

Gosh, I'm so dramatic.