I hate life... wanna trade?

Distant emotion mixed with the crashing of the ocean
Again alone to  walk in this journey of life
Deepening depression, with each passing session
Of a lowly heart fighting the call of the knife

Fallen tears, masking the constant fears
"Will I ever find someone to love?"
Ancient chants, twisted with a torn souls rants
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1. Do boys or girls have life easier & why? 
hhmmm. I think boys, I mean, they smell. It's gotta be tough...
2. If your best friends would be 100% honest, would you really like that? 
OMG I REALLY DO LOOK FAT IN THOSE PANTS!?
3. Strict teacher who taught a lot or a fun who didn't?
ermm... I like teachers that teach things... 
4. If you could travel into ( Read more... )

In a haze. in a stormy haze
I'll be 'round, I'll be loving you always... always
Here I am, and I'll take my time
Here I am, and I'll wait in line always... always....

Boys are weird. I think this guy likes me, but I'm not sure... And it's so odd, because it's so... unorthodox.
Who would like me, anyways?

School is gay.

Join the Japanese club at Varela. Do ( Read more... )

Things go well.... kind of...

Got dumped 2 days ago, that was gay... what else...

I saw the Hills have eyes, that movie was gorey, vile, sadistic, grotesque, horrid, similar words.... Wouldn't recommend it to anyone, may cause sociopathic tendencies...

School? It goes well... Or so for now, I won't be too happy in a couple days when the homework ( Read more... )

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I hate McDonald's and everyone who can endure the heart attack on a bun. Oh yes, this is a Rant. Ranty McRant Rant. Fuck McDonald's. I've gained weight eating that shit, and whoever created it should be shot. And Ronald McDonald scares the crap out of me. Who the fuck would want to be seen with Ronald McDonald. Shoot him, and rid the earth of this ( Read more... )

Things have definitely gotten weird. I was in a 3 way relationship (with a guy and girl, whose identities shall remain anonymous)... Truthfully, I was only in it because I felt lonely due to my xbf, Gary. Which I'm sure that after reading previous entries, you think he's a dick. Which I'm not surprised, his actions really make him seem that way, ( Read more... )

Starting to happen
Feels like the weight of the world
On my shoulders
Easier to be splitting boulders
Pressure building and
Melting this resistance and disguise
More self respect dies
Slipping deeper and deeper into
Withdrawn practices
The nightmares are so active
Torture of the slow pre occupied type
Why don't you tell me what its like?
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FFUUUUCCCCKKKKKK!!!!

Sometimes I wonder where our generation is headed. 90% of my peers are "ghetto". It's ironic since I live in Kendall, "K-town". Don't these kids realize that we live in an urban city. There's nothing ghetto about Kendall. In fact, Kendall is really expensive. A 2 room apartment costs over 150K. Reminds me of B-rad from Malibu's most wanted. All ( Read more... )