Oh... say hello to a future graduate of Adelphi University... that's right, I'm staying home for college...

I passed my road test.

This past week has been the most eventful and confusing. All I can say is that relationships are effed up things, friends are never what they seem, and track is the love of my life... Oh... and there's something about me and guys with names starting with D... madd weird right?

So today was our first track meet... my first track meet ever. I threw discus and shotput... my first time throwing a shotput at all and the first time I was throwing a discus in the correct manner... meaning the first time I was actually throwing it and not figuring out how to hold it. All those exercises Coach made me do worked out so well. ( Read more... )

Okay... so after seeing Derrick Friday and spending amazing hours with him I've come to the conclusion that this is a relationship worth keeping and just needs time and effort. No matter my doubts, they all disappear the second he holds me... and he has his doubts... after all he might be away in college but we are both apart and both capable of ( Read more... )

soo.. two months yesterday.. hahaha not the longest relationship i've ever been in but for him and me it's a landmark... hahaha and he's away at college ... where as michael and i barely lasted two weeks with the long distance. i felt so bad because i didn't get him a card or anything (prom has officially broken my back) and i'm still home sick so ( Read more... )

so sick... fuckin not even that i'm sick all the time. it's just i get so tired and i get sooo nauseas every time i think about food or look at food or smell food. and then this cold won't go away.. i hate the effing flu.. I HATE IT. but on a happy note everything else in life is fine... hahaha

boyfriends suck, parent sucks, some friends suck. fuck this shit. on the real i hate you

my valentine's day: school, GAP, sitting home alone, watching lord of the rings alone, eating dinner alone, going to sleep without a phone call wishing me a happy valentine's day gift. i wasn't expecting a gift, maybe a card, but at least a phone call. so is it wrong of me to be hurt? i called him twice and he didn't answer either times... and ( Read more... )

i've never felt more loved without hearing the words than i do right now... baby i miss you soo much <3