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Well..it has been quite a week. One week ago tomorrow around 5:50pm a wildfire broke out near where I live. I evacuated in 20 mins gathered my 5 files boxes filled with pictures, bank account stuff, insurance docs, income tax,etc...I grabbed clothes off the floor and stuffed 2 suitcases with all the clothes I could...making sure I grabbed two ( Read more... )

so life has been very interesting. I got fired from my job one month ago today. Its ok I'm over the HUGE blow to my ego and feeling like a loser bit. I'm really tired of people being negative towards all this so I ignore them. Maryann and I fight pretty much everytime we meet or talk on the phone. I am collecting unemployment cuz I deserve it and ( Read more... )

Wow my last entry is crazy and amusing to me because I'm still friends with Maryann..we actually went to Cabo San Lucas...what an adventure..we still fight but we are still friends..its been like 3 or so yrs... and Jim and I didn't work out but we continue to be really good friends and I haven't had sex in more than 8 months but I am feeling I don' ( Read more... )

Here I am again. Lot has happened. I have learned a little self control. I have finally feel that I am confident in severing ties with my friend Maryann. Our friendship is too toxic. After many heated arguments and phone hang ups, I have decided to end this friendship with her. It has been a very drama stress filled friendship that at the ( Read more... )

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I swear sometimes I am completely fucked up...What keeps me from speaking up, being more honest, and just let know how I feel..well its fear...I was so addicted to my own depression back in the day now I feel I'm all about anxiety. I lay awake at nite..there are many nites where I have something on my mind.

I'll finish this later

I took the MMPI tonite..its a psychological test that measures pathology...Minnesota Multiphasic Personality Inventory our whole psych assessment class took it that way we have an idea of what its like to take a test..and I found myself circling in true to questions like I don't like the way I look, I don't like how other girls seem pretty than me ( Read more... )

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