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nausea, hand sex, and the united killbot forces of the american midwest
i am still unable to comfortably deal with solid food. anne thinks i should go to the doctor, but the doctor is just going to say what every other doctor has said-- it must be in my head. or my favorite, "well, you're clearly not starving to death." i'm getting really sick of slimfast, which, if my tastebuds can be trusted, must be concocted ( Read more... ) -
back when i was a baby femme...
i was playing around on youtube and came across this, the video to the first indigo girls song i ever heard. i was in the seventh grade and i knew that they were gay, but i had only a vague notion of what gay meant for a woman. i remember watching the video in the basement. i hated emily's hair, which was feathery and mulleted, but i was really ( Read more... ) -
mr t pities me
this time of year always make me think about boys-- one boy in particular-- who have liked me. there was really just one year of my life that i actively practiced the way of the heterosexual, and it began and ended in the month of december. those were twelve very strange months of artlessly wielding my femininity. my behavior could best be ( Read more... ) -
maybe i don't want to enter a subject here, did you ever think of that?
sometimes i am an excellent judge of character, but sometimes my lack of self-esteem makes it easy for people to fool me. i come around eventually; i'm not that dense. and when i do come around i can't let it go very easily. i have to marvel at how wrong i was, analyze the situation to death, ask myself what left me vulnerable to that particular ( Read more... ) -
news to piss you off
scary christians
also, china has tightened foreign adoption guidelines so that now they will not allow single people, obese people, people age 50 or older, or those on anti-depressants to adopt. -
more perverse babble, this time with FREUD!
in my last post i forgot to say something about freud. what's a discussion of perversion without a nod to freud ( Read more... ) -
on earth as it is in heaven
yesterday anne and i went to see te movie "deliver us from evil", a documentary about a pedophile priest whose assaults were concealed by the catholic church. each time a victim came forward, father ollie was simply transferred to another parish ( Read more... ) -
feel the rainbow, man
yesterday a boy, about ten or eleven years old, was in the store with his mother and a few of her friends. i first noticed him because he was talking on a pink cell phone and looking at DVDs while i was shelving some videos. i looked up because i heard this boy speaking so...oh, not eloquently exactly-- but something in the way he talked made him ( Read more... )