"we've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but i can't live that way"

ive spent 18 years of my life making mistake after mistake after mistake,
and i can finally say that ive started to learn from them.

"i live my life to the limit and i love it"

you're only here on this big messed up planet once,
and i can guarantee you that i'm going to live it ( Read more... )

ive been up at michigan state for two weeks, and i came home for a short weekend expecting things to be exactly how they were when i left. i mean, i was only gone two weeks, but i feel like its been forever. i dont feel at home anymore when im here, and im not comfortable enough with msu to call that my home either. i felt.. homeless.. as if i were ( Read more... )

well i officially started the new chapter of my life ( Read more... )

i say with complete confidence that summer 2007 has been the best yet! even though some of the hardest things ive ever had to deal with happened, i still had the time of my life and i wouldnt change one thing. i saw all the people i wanted to see, and met so many new friends.. from lazy nights curled up in the blankets to wild parties to nights at ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm riding in the passenger seat of my own life..
somebody's behind the wheel, and it isnt me.
somebody else is making the decisions,
when its time to turn, reverse, speed up, slow down..
and im just sitting there, along for the ride.
i blast the music and sing along because its all i know,
those words are me, theyre what im feeling.
but i ( Read more... )

ive had enough.
i cant take this anymore..
as much as i try to put everything behind me and move on --
i cant seem to do it.
sometimes ill be out having a great time with my best friend,
and then this feeling sweeps over my body..
i dont even know how to describe it.
it feels like guilt, pain, and anger all rolled into one.
i dont want this.. you do.
like ( Read more... )

i need to vent...like really vent.
i have so many emotions and thoughts in my head that i cant sort out.
i cant keep doing this to myself.
im driving myself crazy just thinking about everything.
i spend my days waiting for that stupid text message or two-minute phone call..
and some days, they dont even come.
its pathetic to think that thats what makes ( Read more... )

Words of Wisdom:

There's nothing scarier than getting what you want because that's when you know you have something to lose.
         --The OC

I can't argue that. In the last four days I have turned into the kind of girlfriend that I swore I'd never be. I've never worried more about where somebody is every second, wishing I was with them, and hoping ( Read more... )

ive grown up so much in the last year its unbelievable ( Read more... )

i literally love my life right now.
prom was a very memorable night!
cedar point was awesome & i cant wait to go back!
relay for life was an amazing time <3 ( Read more... )