I am so goddamn tired of living this way.

FUCK!

I received an email today....

The following is an e-mail from the past, composed on Thursday,
November 29, 2007, and sent via FutureMe.org
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Dear FutureMe,

Remember all those times Carrie made you happy?
She was your first love. Don't ever forget how much she meant to you
and how you would give up ( Read more... )

She is lush. Beautiful in every single way. I notice how her skin feels like porcelain.
So warm and exciting to the touch. Being right beside her.The feel of it calms my every worry.
 She is lovely. So so lovely.

Pumpkin      10/29/2006

Dear Matthew,
    It's never too late to come back.
To go for what you want.
You gave up trying because things didn't go your way.
If you want a life with her in it, you have to go for it.
Letting yourself think it won't work out, won't work out.
You'll never be happy if you let this opportunity pass without
telling her exactly how ( Read more... )

To all the parents with sleepless nights,
Sleepless nights.
Tie your kids home to their beds,
Clean their heads.

I am sitting at home on a Friday night
with nothing to do.
I feel lonely.

Carrie Ann. You are amazing. I love you.

today was a day just like any other.

i am at work right now.


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She's got her halo and wings ( Read more... )