here i sit at 7:19 in the morning on sunday april 2nd,2006. I am at my friend kelly's house in charlotte. i have stayed up all night hanging with friends mostly but after everyone retired to bed i sat up and finished watching a movie and did some thinking. i quit my job today but i have another job. i sat awake in a recliner and watched the sun ( Read more... )

two months have passed.things have changed. hearts were broken. so were bones. but i am happy ( Read more... )

FUCK!

i am so sick of it.

i've never been more happy but yet so ready to die.

i just wish to be taken out on top.

this has transformed into something much like the war... slowly losing all these friends, that i have been through so much with, for reasons that they do not understand.

"Dying In New Brunswick ( Read more... )

suck it.

the phrase heard most around my friends.

kill kill the silence with a bang bang ( Read more... )

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the bright lights.the intoxication.the birthday.the true friends.

if it gets better then October 7th,8th,9th. it just isnt real.

corey's last name stands for tummy ache.
stacy has purple hair.
nicole owes me something for my birthday.
kevin carries a felony in his pocket.

i cant trust a single goddamn person.i hope every fucking one of you gets hurt emotionally ( Read more... )