you kissed me on the cheek tonight, and i'll admit it made me smile. you grabbed my hand and talked about how mine almost completely covered yours. you dont know how happy i was for that 2 hours and 17 minutes.
i obviously cant keep the friends i want to keep because of my mood changes so much. so forget it. a friend that gives up after something stupid like this is not a friend at all. and mandy..i actually tried to be friends but i dont guess i can grasp that concept can i?
i dreamt that i floated out into space and for the first time i realized how filthy the world really is.
all these things that have happened over the past two weeks. i have left most of them behind. they didn't seem worth it. if things want to change so bad ,they will and you can't stop them.
i have decided that i am probably never posting in my journal again.i will,however,read other's journals but i am just not posting in mine any longer.i hope everyone has a great night.