sara got back on wednesday.we hung out.she spent the night.woke up thursday.hung out all day.held each other.talked.slept.she woke up and went home.was sick and threw up several times.i hate it when she gets sick.i just want to hold her and try to mak her feel better ( Read more... )

well the update is that: drive by desire's singer isnt leaving until august so im not going to be with them for at least until then ( Read more... )

i tryed out for drive by desire.
i think they may just let me join.
more updates as they come along.

i love you amelia.
<3

.rian.

you look so good beneath these streetlights
too bad you wont be beautiful in the morning
because its just my intoxication ruining my life tonight
telling me to tear this love apart for a one night stand
a paint on ritual of perfection fading away to bare deceit

I

LOVE

AMELIA!

<3

chances are...i hate you.

this entry is reserved only for one person to comment.
and that person is nick..AKA doyledead138.

so if you read this nick,tell me what the fuck your goddamn problem is with me or if you even have a fucking problem.is it because i happen to be dating sara or what.
that all i want to know.
goodbye.

rian.

there is a reason i deleted you from my live journal and deleted you from myspace ( Read more... )

i found out today at 4:17 p.m. that my step-grandfather died today ( Read more... )

so i got to see amelia for five days straight.
that was cool.
i get to see her tommorrow.
that will be cool.
i just want to take this time in my journal to inform ALL females that i will no longer EVER EVER EVER be single again.
i have found the one i am going to be with forever.
deal with it or fucking die..

<3

.rian.

everything is perfect.
i love amelia.
im leaving now.
goodbye.

.rian.